School Has Started

I find myself again in the same place I was in last year and the year before. Substitute teaching during the day and working at the libary at night. Things weren't easy from January to May last year in the school employment. I did not work as much as I wanted. I have considered working for more than one district but I find that complicated. I like the school district I sub for because it is close to home. My financial situation keeps getting worse too. I applied to the Home Made Afforable program to try and save my house. I now am facing debt management because I can no longer pay my credit cards. It was fine when I had a full time teaching job. I keep looking for the other door to open since this one shut. It is hard waiting for it. I have searched my heart and thought about changing careers but I cannot. I only seem to want to be with and teach the kiddos. If life is trying to tell me otherwise I don't know what to say. I don't want to go back to school since, I already have 3 degrees, I think that is too much to ask. I will continue to take continuing education classes because I believe in that. I just wish I knew where I am going to end up at. I am getting discouraged.